The Full Story
The Rider Behind the Psychologist
Behind the degrees and the clinical experience, I am a rider just like you. My passion for performance psychology didn't come from a textbook; it came from a need to save my own riding career. Here is the story of how I went from anxiety to achievements, and why I’m so passionate about helping you do the same
Where it started
If you had met me years ago, I might have looked "fine" on the outside. But inside, I was battling a paralysing narrative of fear that was stripping away the joy of the sport I loved.
My journey into sports psychology didn’t start in a lecture hall; it started in the dirt. After a series of bad falls and an injury that left me with chronic pain, I faced a choice point. Medically, I was fit to ride. Mentally, I was broken.
After a series of bad falls, I found that the confidence I had had vanished. It was replaced by overwhelming anxiety and relentless "What Ifs." What if he bucks? What if I fall again?
I became a reactive rider; stiff, frozen, and micromanaging every step because I was terrified of losing control. I knew how to ride, but my brain simply wouldn't let my body do the job.
And not only that, I was miserable. A sport that once brought me so much freedom and joy, was now leaving me feeling trapped and overwhelmed.
The Search for a "Unicorn"
I went looking for professional support, but I kept hitting a wall. I sat with wonderful sports psychologists and counsellors who treated my anxiety like a fear of public speaking. They didn't understand that in our sport, the "equipment" has a brain of its own. Trying to explain the tension of a warm-up pen and the management of a horse's behaviour to a non-rider felt like explaining color to someone who sees in black and white.
On the other side, I worked with riding coaches and trainers who understood the sport, but I realised they couldn't help with the real distress I felt.
I realised that if I couldn't find the person I needed; someone who held both the clinical expertise and the equestrian understanding - I had to find a way to become her.
From Panic to Podiums
I went deep into performance psychology: I researched, experimented, and adapted strategies to fit the saddle. It wasn't a quick fix; and as a psychologist, it was humbling to admit I needed to do this work myself! But it worked.
Once I found, developed and tested the tools and strategies I found, I was able to no only overcome my fears, but I went further. I shifted my focus from safety to excellence. I went from dreading the buzzer to chasing it, eventually winning a series of championship trophy buckles. That first buckle was like a dream - was tangible proof that what I had spend years developing worked.
Why This Matters for You
You are getting guidance from someone who has studied the science of the brain, but who also has dirt on their boots.
I know that specific experience of being in the saddle, only to question your sanity and wonder why you spend all your time and money on something that make you feel this terrified.
I know the agony of wanting a result so badly that you get in your own way. I know what it feels like to try to control every hoofbeat, only to feel the rhythm dissolve and the points slip away because you were stuck in your head instead of riding the horse underneath you.
And I know the razor-sharp focus it takes to tune out the noise when it counts. I know what it requires to quiet the crowd, the scoreboard, and your own doubts, so you can make that one split-second, brave decision that turns a safe round into a winning one.
Why I Do This
I do this work because I want to help other riders who are struggling - like I did - in a sport that should bring them joy. But equally, I want to help those talented competitors leave critical points and championships on the table simply because their mindset has put a limit on how far they can go.
I built this practice to offer exactly what I couldn't find when I was in the thick of it: something that combines real clinical knowledge with real horse sense. I want to be the person I needed back then; someone who bridges the gap between the arena and the clinic with practical, science backed and ride-ready solutions.
If this sounds like something you're looking for, reach out! I'd love to help.
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Better Rides.
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